Have I ever mentioned that, while I sometimes complain about it, I have a very manga-positive library system? Because I really do. I found this odd little duck of a story: A Smart and Courageous Child in the adult manga section of my local library.
It’s very simple in a lot of ways, but it is definitely a grown-up story.
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The one-shot opens with Sara silently letting her husband Kouta know that they are expecting a baby. She basically points to children playing and then to herself. Kouta is overjoyed. This moment is drawn with intense emotions that you can just feel coming up off the color pencil sketches.
Sara is an interesting protagonist because she’s somewhat difficult to take seriously at the start. She’s so incredibly gungho about all the things that she wants her expectant child to do and become that the reader–or at least this oneI–initially worry that this is the kind of parent who imagines children as fully moldable clay, not small people with their own interests, wants, and needs.
Sara and Kouta have this insane list of things they want their child to do and talk incessantly about how they’re going to have a smart and courageous child.
The problems begin when Sara becomes obsessed with a magazine called Child (fully fictitious so far as I can tell) that apparently features young people of note. For instance, it’s here that Sara reads about Malala Yousafzai, a Pakistani equality education activist, who won the Nobel Peace Prize at 17 (for those of you less familiar with Malala, spoiler: she’s still alive today.) But this story takes place in 2012, when that was uncertain, as she was attacked and shot in the head by gunmen who stormed her school bus

When this news is broadcast about the attack, Sara is just about at her due date, and, suddenly, Sara isn’t so sure about bringing smart and courageous girls into the world. She spends her days at home as she becomes more and more overdue reading The Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank and One of Us:The Story of a Massacre in Norway by Åsne Seierstad and other things like this and getting more and more depressed about the idea of bringing a child into a world that’s this dangerous and awful.
It’s horrifically relatable–probably to anyone alive in these times, but definitely to parents (of any kind.).
As MangaKast readers may know, I started this site in part so that my son and I could squee about the manga we were reading together (this site started as a podcast, hence its name.) So, my wife and I went through a lot of these same feelings when she was pregnant, like is it responsible to even consider trying to conceive when the world is the way it is? How do you protect your children from the worst? Can you?

And, ultimately, Sara and Kouta come to a place where they realize that people get hurt as part of living. LIterally, in the case of the manga, they accidentally bump into two young girls that are racing a crossing light and so they have a kind of physical epiphany that, not only can you not protect your child from physical harm, you might accidentally be party to hurting someone else’s child. And it’s kind of just how it goes as a human. The risk that comes with living, ultimately, is worth it.
As weird as that sounds, it’s just what Sara needs to let go and allow this child to come into the world.
My only hope at the end is that Sara and Kouta lighten up on the workload they planned for this child and won’t be too disappointed if she turns out to be self-indulgent and not particularly bright! Some of us just aren’t all that! I say as someone who is clearly a disappointment to her own folks.
At any rate, would I recommend it? I don’t know. The art is absolutely beautiful. It’s also really unusual to see colored pencil work like this in a manga, so if nothing else, if you come across it you should just flip through it for the art. The story itself? I mean, it will put you through some feelings if you’re inclined to feel things about pregnancy and childbirth.
If not, you can pass on it.
















